Me? Leaving? No...

It's...officially getting really scary.

The fact that I'm leaving, in a month, as of today. To a city where NOBODY but my fellow dietetic interns and Director, knows my name. To a state I know nothing about other than the fact that Eminem is from Detroit and they have really nice camping sites there that I've never been to. And you want to know what the funny part is? I'm in complete, utter, denial about the whole thing. Me? Leaving? No...

Roommate? Check. Apartment applications? Sent. Reality?...reality?!...REALITY?!

As of January 13, I will be starting orientation. On the 18th I start rotations. Everything is all set up. All I have to do is go there, and do what I have to do. I'm putting in my notice at work on Monday. I'm also doing whatever I have to do to take advantage of having benefits...making appointments to see my doctor, eye doctor, dentist, etc. I can't believe I'm leaving. No matter how many times I say I'm leaving. No matter how many times I tell people what I'm going to be up to. I don't believe it. I can't.

Maybe it's because, I've never lived anywhere out side of Illinois for more than three months. Maybe because I've dreamt about this happening for so long, I can't seem to grasp the fact that it's happening, it's going to happen. It's happening. I'm leaving...everything that I've ever known...

Me? Scared? No...